هوا بس جوانمردانه خوب شده است فکر کنم آرامش قبل از طوفان است به شکلی پنهانی ناجوانمرد است و قصد یک عملیات پنهانی را دارد . پیرو درخواست یکی از دوستان مبنی بر ایجاد امکان نظر دهی از این روز مبارک امکان نظر دهی برای همگان فراهم آمده است محض اطلاع عرض کردم.

دیشب شب زنده بود

دیشب شب دلخواهی بود. راضی بودم از زندگی و آخر شب حس کردم که زندگی به دلخواه من بود حس میکردم چیز ها را و در بعضی چیز ها تردید نداشتم هیچ خواهشی در من نبود هیچ چیز بهتر از آنچه بود نبود و من راضی بودم راضی راضی. یک ماهی می شد که راضی نبودم از عالم و همه اش بد کرده بودم به خودم شاید این از برکت شهادت اماممان حسین بود و شاید من دارم مهمل می بافم میدانی توصیف کردن یک واقعیت یا ربط دادن چیزی به چیز دیگر اکثر اوقات مسخره است مثل همین ارتباطی که من دادم گر چه زیباست اما زیبایی آن نباید باعث شود که فراموش کنم که این را من ایجاد کرده ام نه آنکه وجود داشته و یافته ام. ارتیاط میان دو چیز ایجاد کردنی نیست بلکه از ازل وجود داشته و تا ابد وجود خواهد داشت اکثر ربطهایی که بین چیزها می سلزیم همین طوری است

خدا حافظ دین و دنیاتان

من و خواننده یا خواننده ها

گویا بنده ی حقیر در این پهن دشت دنیای الکترونیک فقط یک خواننده دارم دوستم اقای علی نیا که خودش واسم وبلاگ را ساخته و شاید جزو وظایفش میدونه که این چرت و پرت ها رو بخونه اما مرا همین یک عزیز بس است. و از او بسیار ممنونم. طرز نوشتنم هم یجوریه که انگار باورم نمیشه که فقط یه خواننده دارم. خوش و خرم باشی.

به نام خداوند جان و خرد کزين برتر انديشه بر نگذرد
فارسی نوشتن خيلی سخت تر از اتگليسی نوشتن است نمي دونم واسه چی حرف دلم رو نمي تونم خيلی خودمونی بگم ولی سعی می کنم. مبارک باشد بر من و بر شما شهادت اماممان حسين (ع) که برکت شهادتش تا ابديت تاريخ باقی است و نه تنها سيراب می کند تشنگان را بل زنده می کند مردگان را و چه قاصر است کلام که به قول مولانا :
چند گويم عشق را شرح و بيان چون به عشق آيم خجل باشم از آن

Christ and his passions!

I need to write what goes on in my mind. Any way lets get on with the usual things.
Last night I watched for the second time The Passions of Christ. I started watching from the part when the Jews take Christ to the Romans and want him crucified. I watched it to the end. Many points as it comes to me of are to be noted. The first thing is whether Christ was crucified at all? This question I can not answer certainly but to keep going we have to make the assumption that he was. My second point lies in a scene where Christ has been whipped on his back and has fallen and the whipping has stopped, at this point, Christ sees his mother and after some glances are exchanged, He stands up on his feet, which makes the Romans beat him more and more. Why does Christ do this? Is this the punishment one man takes so that his nation doesn't? What kind of god lets this? To me these are of less importance, the more important question is how come Christ can take all this punishment and not give in? What kept him from giving in? And for this question I have one answer, which is very hard for me to bring to words, but I will try. There are actions that when we carry out, we have no doubt about its truth. Absolutely no doubt was in his mind about giving in, there was no place for thought in his mind, of whether to give in or be hurt more and more. He was conscious of the fact that what was happening had to happen, so he never even thought of giving in, of course he was hurt, and he bled, but this was what had to happen, this was what god had wanted. I do not believe that Christ was crucified but I used this example to explain a kind of action in which there is no place for doubt, for doubt comes from seeking the mind, from thinking, from comparing one thing with another. When one sees what is right and what is wrong, then there is no place for thought and if this seeing can take place then there will be no wrong doing.

Me, Life, and it goes on

Its 23 days since my last post. My exams are finished and I've moved to a new university. I am not pretty settled yet, but I hope to be as soon as possible. My exams didn't go bad, but they weren't as good as they should have been. The new university for me is unknown territory and I know no one at my faculty. I know some friends in other faculties but I don't see them much. Lately I've seen Brave Heart a great film with fine Scottish accent, I would recommend to anyone who has not seen it yet. Some thing else I've seen lately is Shajarian's concert, Ham Nava Ba Bam. It is great. Let it be.