Exposure 3 (The End)

Hi!
Since Exposure 2, Exposure 3 has lingered in my mind; and I've thought and thought of how to explain the "I", yet knowing that I am incapable of explaining, so I thought of examples and other things among the many possible; and my decision is made, the best way to discuss the matters at hand is to talk directly and see the matter while we are in relation to each other. If this is of importance then it will be discussed when that importance is seen by both parties of a discussion, thus leading this matter in my way is in a way defeating the purpose. It is of course no secret, yet a secret that is been told many times and understood by few. See how Molana describes this situation:

من گنگ خواب دیده و عالم تمام کر /
من عاجزم ز گفتن و خلق از شنیدنش

If Molana can't explain it even though he has seen it then who am I to explain it when I know better that anybody that I haven't seen it. So I quit the telling knowing you quited the listening earlier and maybe I quited listening even earlier than you did; so I am sorry for the interruption and I'll get on with this thing as I always did.

Now

• The urge to be, live, and take my part in the nature of the most beautiful time of year. The images of springs and lakes, with clear green trees and blue cloudy skies, the beauty of dusk and dawn, the clear air of a beautiful spring, takes long walks in my head.
• The necessity of visiting the International Book Fair, with it's hard walks, and my poor pocket.
• The urge to shoot and learn from shooting new photos in the beauty of nature and complexity of the book fair.
• The force to give in two projects by Saturday.
• The force to study and exercise for tomorrow's two exams.
• The homeworks I missed and the ones waiting to be missed or perhaps at most handed in late!

If this is life, and it certainly is, and I love it so much that I wouldn't want to miss a second then there is no point in complaining and I certainly ain't.
I'll try to compromise between my expectations of my academic and nature-driven life.
Yes, that's what I'll do.